So I did get the cleaning (bathroom, livingroom, and kitchen...including dishes) done and had breakfast but the whole sleep thing got put off.  There was just too much racket and I didn't feel all that tired.  After the truck with the music DJ left a bus dropped off a load of teenager and older kids to the parking lot.  I think they were doing a car wash fundraiser or something.  Anyway, there was probably close to 30 youth around, some right below our windows and some across the street collecting money for whatever cause and shouting and blowing whistles.  At the same time the power company had people working on the power lines which are basically just about at our windows level.  I walked out to the living room (we still haven't got curtains up) and there is a man out there working on the wires going along in the bucket thingy that is attached to those trucks.  So anyway...I gave up on the entire idea of sleep for awhile.  I ended up staying up until about 2pm at which point I forced myself to lay down.  I was up again before 4pm and have stayed up.  I finished watching a video called Food Matters (quite good and interesting about nutrition and drug companies and all kinds of interesting things)...had to take that back today and had to go to the health store because today was their discount day and I needed to pick up some stuff.  I actually walked instead of taking the bus...just over 20 minutes downhill (not bad) and did my errands and bussed home.  I would've walked had I have known I'd be waiting 30 minutes for a bus but I wasn't that anxious to walk uphill.  LOL. Anyway...feeling better mood wise today...see my psychiatrist tomorrow and am going to see about a med adjustment.  Ughh...I hate meds but I need to feel more stable.  Then I have an online therapy appointment tomorrow evening.  My roommate got back today as well so that is nice.  I missed having her around.   Oh...I did not end up applying for the library job.  I've decided with the way I felt this weekend that maybe it's better to start volunteering first that way I have a bit of safety if it doesn't work out.  If I was to start working and it didn't work out I would be forced to go on welfare again...because I would have lost the LTD.  And the way my moods were I'm not convinced I'm quite ready to commit to a job on a regular basis for however long.  I'd probably be fine...but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.  Well...I'm done writting for now.