Feeling better then when I wrote earlier but I've had a headache ever since my earlier entry.  I actually felt bad enough for a bit that I decided to get in touch with my counsellor (who I haven't seen in months) to touch base on the phone.  I would probably have opted to talk to my psychiatrist but she is on vacation until Sept.  Anyhow, I think it's just a part of the adjustment process and a bit of a crash from the good energy and emotions of last night.  I just don't know how to deal with any type of extreme emotions well at this point because of the borderline personality disorder but I think in time I will learn and as I continue to strengthen my relationship with the Lord that will help.  Anyway, I'm exhausted so I'm going to head to bed....just wanted to say I'm feeling better then earlier.