Feeling a bit bummed out and disappointed today.  I missed my appointment and then getting to hang out with my friend.  My alarm went off way early so I started to reset it and guess I dozed off again before I finished setting.  That means I slept right through my appointment and didn't get to meet up with my friend.  Todays appointment was suppose to be with my occupational therapist.  Stuff always seems to come up when I'm suppose to meet up with her...I guess maybe it isn't where I'm suppose to be right now.  Anyway, she'll be going on maternity leave shortly so I won't be seeing anyone in occupational therapy for a few months now.  At least when I called to apologize for missing the appointment she was cool with it.  She couldn't remember if we had made it a tentative thing or a for sure thing so it worked out okay but boy oh boy do I ever get disappointed with myself when that happens.  But it keeps coming to my head that I'm not meant to be there so I guess that's true.  *shrugs*  I'm just babbling now.  I missed out with my friend too.  She doesn't have a cell phone so I couldn't call her to tell her I'd be there a little late so since I knew I had no way of making it before she left I just stayed here.  She'll be okay...she is good that way.  We'll see plenty of each other soon anyway. My arms are hurting though so I should go.  Typing just is too uncomfortable.