Not really sure what's with me.  I'm kind of feeling down tonight and I'm not tired enough to sleep.  It's 3am...I should be tired. Had an overall good day.  Was a bit annoying.  I've been trying to get all the information so I can do my income tax...was suppose to be done by the end of April.  Well, I keep getting info I need and then find out I need something else.  It's really annoying me.  I've redone it 3-4 times now I think.  Now I have to wait until next week and try to get ahold of some more information.  *sigh*  So annoying.   I do know for sure though that I am getting money back....I just don't know the exact amount. Went to the mall for supper and hung out with my friends and their daughter.  It's great spending time with them.  Had a lot of fun. Got home though and feeling down.  I don't know why.  And off and on anxious too.  I am contemplating taking an ativan...but I am trying not to.  I don't know why my moods are so all over the place.  At least I haven't had any urges.  Just anxiety and teary a lot.  And then next thing I"m all happy and energetic and feel like dancing.  Is this the borderline?  I don't know.  It boggles my mind. Well I should go try to sleep.  I'm still in the living room because I don't want to go to bed.