My energy is so bad today that it's really affecting my moods and thinking.  I'm trying not to let it but I can't seem to get ahold of myself today.  I can't stop crying.  I'm so frustrated.  I'm afraid right now that the place could go up in flames and I wouldn't have the energy to save myself.  I keep praying asking what I should be doing and for strength to get it done but I feel like it's falling on deaf ears.  I know that's not true but that's how I feel.  This is the worst it's been in so long.  I don't know what to do or how to get myself moving.