Hey, I actually made it to church today!  I'm so happy.  It was really good but I was yawning a lot during the service...couldn't seem to help it.  Saw a few people I knew from alpha, the course I took last fall.  It was great to catch up with some of them.  Talked to the pastor, who I knew from Alpha, after the service.  He was glad to see me and asked how I've been health-wise and depression-wise.  He said to call him anytime and keep him updated.  Then one of the ladies who I knew from Alpha insisted on me coming to lunch with her and the other senior ladies....her treat.  I felt a little odd going to the senior ladies lunch....since I'm only 26....just a kid to them.  But I went anyway, and had a good time....though mostly I just sat there and listened.  Got a ride home with the lady that invited me.  My mom sure had a laugh when I told her about lunch...but it was all in good fun. My throat is kind of sore today still.  It's got that scratchy sore feeling like you've been yelling or growling too much.  I've had it a few days...think I might be fighting something but hoping it won't develop into anything.  Goodness knows I've been around enough germs though.  So we'll see.  Was thinking of meeting up with Jay today but we've been playing phone tag.  His church service got over later then mine so I didn't get an answer when I called.  Then I went to lunch and I had the sound off on my phone so I didn't get the call.  Then I called him back and no answer.  Called a couple times so he must've found something else to do.  That's alright though.  I'm sort of sleepy....and I figure if we're meant to meet then we will in God's time.  If we're meant to meet then we will.  Simple as that. Gonna go get some ice cream....it was on sale at the grocery store yesterday so I picked up a container of vanilla and a container of Smartie ice cream.  Only $1 each!   So, gonna go eat some Smartie ice cream....it'll help soothe my throat.