Had 2 appointments...one with psychiatrist and one with my family doctor.   Both went well...nothing to report. Came home and fell asleep...have a mild sore throat so hope that's not a sign I'm fighting something.  I'm really tired again now so I'll be ending this shortly. Chatted online tonight with Jay the guy I met on the dating site.  We are planning to go play pool Saturday afternoon....so we'll see.  We'll probably chat on the phone tomorrow night.  Things seem good in that department but I'm keeping very cautious about it.  I've met guys this way before and some have been good but others haven't.  You never know...but then that's true for people you meet anywhere.  We'll see if I don't scare him away in the next few days with my history.  He might see my arms on Saturday and run for his life anyway.  Who knows.  Guys don't want girls with problems like mine.  Heck I don't want problems like mine.  So I'm trying to keep my emotions distant at this point and not get my hopes up or get too caught up in things.  We'll see how that works out. Well, going to go use the washroom and try to sleep.  It's almost 3am.