I'm okay I think. Nights are a little rough again but I don't want to depend on the sleeping pills every night....don't want to be addicted to meds of any kind and those ones are addictive. I'm still at my parents anyway...so should be safe to be awake through the night...just annoying. I hooked up my vcr though, brought it and all my vhs movies from my place to my parents so that I can do something other then be on the computer when I'm in my room here. So I may put a movie on in a few minutes. Didn't do all that much again today...though I did sell something for mom. Made a whole $2.50. Yay! *sarcasim* Oh well...that will buy a coffee or something later this week. My sister and brother-in-law stopped in this evening with coffee for my dad. They didn't know I was here so they didn't bring me anything, and mom didn't want anything...ugghhh...I'm just frustrated because they had the roll up the rims (I thought they were done for the season)....plus I'm having a case of the blahs and feeling invisible...reinforced by the fact mom served pie to everyone and then later looks at me and says "oh are you having some too?" *sigh* They all laughed thinking it was funny and I know nothing personal was meant by it....but still it hurt. My sister had 2 of the dogs with her...at least they noticed me. LOL. No rash this time but my asthma acted up so took my ventolin. Stupid allergies to dogs. Ah well, I love animals too much to keep away from them so I'll just have to learn to live. Finished reading a book that I started a few days ago...it was okay. I think I need to get back to my place in the city...then hopefully I'll start to feel better. I get out of the house more when I'm there because there's places to go and things to do. When I'm at my parents I'm more or less stranded. Oh, I did drive a short distance last night though. First time in months so that was good. Hmmm....not much else to write about. Just kind of babbling since nothing really going on and not feeling much of anything...just sort of blah.
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