Didn't do much today...just been slowly posting stuff online to sell...hoping to make some money for myself and for Mom.  We split some of the money.  Still at my parents place.  Nothing too exciting goes on here.  Wondering tonight why I choose to stay another night.  Why do I spend so much time here when I pay money to live somewhere else?  I don't want to live with my parents so what's the deal?  Feeling some mixed emotions tonight about life.  Overall I'm still doing good, but I could be doing better.  Just feeling like I'm at (have been) at a standstill with my life for so long.  I need to start seeing some progress again, start doing something with my life.  Another problem is I think I've had too much time today to sit around and think.  I think a good night sleep and getting something accomplished tomorrow that isn't on the computer will help tremendously.  I just took my sleeping meds (a few hours late) because I decided I need to try to sleep.  Thinking too much and night time don't go over well and the combo is already causing urges when there is no real reason for those urges.  I'm pmsing though so maybe that's another part of the problem.  Oh, in good news my energy seems to be slightly better ever since my psychiatrist changed how I take my Celexa.  Instead of one full dose when I get up, I take half a dose then and half a dose at supper time and that seems to help a bit.  It's not a cure but I'll take what I can get.  I hate the extreme lack of energy.  I'm only 26, I am still young, I should have tons of energy but I don't.  My 65 year old mother has like quadruple the energy of what I have.   Well, all I'm doing is babbling.  I know tomorrow will be a better day.