Well my goal of getting up between 9am-10am every morning didn't work so well today. I woke up when the phone rang at almost 1pm. But when I woke up I remembered why I slept so late. I wasn't my normal self last night. I took half dose of oxazepam and couldn't sleep. Started cleaning and came across the Temazepam...ended up taking a couple of doses of that as well. Not sure why I did that. I just wanted to be sure I got a good night sleep. I know that's an unhealthy thing to do. I'm still sort of puzzled. I know I wasn't intending anything bad to happen. Today I didn't really do anything. Just having a lazy day. I think Saturday should be declared lazy day. Did take a few pictures though and trying to work on my room. I got some stuff ready to get rid of...but now I have a bigger mess in my room and I can't move anywhere...so I need to actually get rid of the stuff. Well, actually most of it is stuff I'm moving to my parents house. LOL. But I do have stuff I'm getting rid of too. Oh this entry is pointless. Nothing interesting to write and I'm just babbling.
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i hear you on the babbling. sometimes you gotta tear yourself away from those urges to be lazy and in the end you\'ll feel 100% better about how your day went. even if you just get one pesky thing done you\'ve been putting off for weeks. i think you\'ll definitely be more motivated after you get your room clean. it\'s clears your brain when things are in order; lets you move on to bigger and better things.
thanks for the encouragement! *hugs*
Sounds like just a minor setback, don\'t let it bother you. Next time if you really want to get up at 9, just set an alarm clock, you can always hit the snooze button.
Nan