Finally back in the city.  I don't know why I was at my parents that long...I was only planning on being there one night and it ended up being...I don't know...something like 5 days.  Crazy. I had an appointment with my counselor today.  It went well.  Took in more journal entries.  That works better for me right now because it is more accurate then me filling out answers to specific questions.  I never know anymore if when I answer those kind of questions if I'm answering truthfully or just what has been ingrained in my head over the years.  I think that's why I dislike the "homework" so much.  I don't who I am and end up question my own answers.  It's kind of hard to explain.  Anyway, taking the journal entries is a start. It is sooooo windy out there today.  But I didn't let it stop me from getting stuff done.  I had to go to one bank to get my rent money and take it to the other bank to deposit it.  Also needed to pick up my Celexa at the Pharmacy.  Oh...and the dispensing fee went up.  Ughhh...prices are always rising but I'm not getting anymore income.  Go figure.  It only went up by about 30-40 cents I think but still that will add up.  *shrugs* Nothing I can do about it though.   There is a pharmasist assistant there that I don't usually get along with well.  She just usually comes across really "cold" to me and like she doesn't like her job or something...anyway, the last two times I've had to deal with her have been better.  Today she was a lot friendlier.  It makes such a difference. Mom and I went to for our Timmies afterwards but of course I didn't win anything.  Mom did though...she won a free donut so she gave it to me.  So that was nice.  Afterwards we drove around for a short time and then she dropped me off again.  We got in a bit of an arguement about something stupid and we left on a bad note....and after that I felt like cutting.  But I came in my room and set up my computer and got distracted on that.  It's helped and the urge to cut has mostly gone away.    I'm all itchy around my neck...I think the shirt I was wearing was washed in the wrong detergent.  So since I need to do laundry desperately I dug out one of my scrub shirts from when I was working and put that one.  So now I'm wearing a shirt with a bunch of frogs on it.  Hehe.  I miss wearing my scrubs.  They're so comfy and fun.  I have one with Shrek, some Looney Tune ones, a couple different frog ones....they're just fun.  Well, I haven't really done anything since I got home so I should find something to do.  All I feel like doing though is either sleeping or reading.  I'm in the middle of Shopaholic Takes Manhattan.  I love the "Shopaholic" series books.  They're such good, easy, quick reads.