Gosh, now that my moods are better I find I don't think to write here as much.  Odd how that is.  I didn't do a whole lot today...well actually I went to an appointment with a nurse at my family doctors office.  Stupid liquid nitrogen treatment for plantars wart that I've for like 7+ years now.  You just get to thinking it's gone and then you look and it's back.  Anyway, got that done and over with.  Went and bought myself a Timmies coffee and a few goodies at the drug store...small back of tostitoes and small container of salsa (just to get rid of the craving)....hmmm...also bought some smarties too.  Gosh I need to stop pigging on so much junk...I just want so much of it lately and then I feel so gross.   I'm at my parents house now...so I'm forced to eat a little better here.  Anyhow it's late...sorta...1:30am.  This oxazepam is not good at helping me sleep at all.  I was awake all last night reading until about 5 am when I decided to just turn the light out and lie there.  Could've easily stayed awake another hour or two reading.  We'll figure it out one of these days.  I'm not discouraged yet.  Just slightly annoyed. Gonna get off this computer and relax...try to get to sleep a little earlier then yesterday.