if i'm gonna die why can't i just hurry up and die already...instead of going through all this...i'm so furstrated and annoyed and upset...and mom and i just got in another fight...can't seem to get things right with anyone.  I'm sorry...i'm just frustrated with things righ now.  Too much for me.

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I know, it is frustrating when you hurt.
You know others want the best for you, don\'t get discouraged, set backs can be learning experiences (of what Not to do next time). You can help yourself get better too. Think of what you can do...better eating, maybe vitamins, or joining a gym, getting a dog maybe?
Let\'s think of ways you can make a positive impact on your life. What would you like to do if you had a million dollars? It\'s not too much for you , just start with one simple thing, like going to church. You know the old saying \"Every journey begins with a single step\". You can help yourself, make a list, write a letter, even if it is only to your Mom, helping her to understand will help you to understand. I believe in you Nicolle.
Nan