Am I dying?  I really don't know.  Things are just so odd today.  I'm super dizzy...and confused but semi functioning.  I really think something is off...but I don't know.  I'm too scared to tell anyone so I guess I will just have to be by myself.  I haven't done anything else to my knowledge...not since 2 nights ago.  I think maybe the world is preparing me for a life elsewhere.  Memories are nothing but a dream.  Life is chaos.  Need some peace somewhere.  Toodles.  I'll write again from the future.