Wednesday, February 27, 2008

I can't handle this BPD crap anymore...it's pissing me off.  Why do I have to deal with this stuff....why do I have to be the one in my family to be so screwed up.  I can't handle the ups and downs and rollercoaster ride I'm on.  If something does give soon I know something bad, very bad, will happen.  I can't keep fighting the impulses and urges.  Just can't.