I'm feeling really anxious again.  I only have one Ativan to get me through until I see my psychiatrist on Monday.  I'm not used to feeling so much anxiety.   I did go out for a walk today, went to the bank machine, then to the bargain shop, and then to Shoppers.  Spent money, bought junk...guess I'm still doing the impulse shopping thing.  *shrugs*  Just not spending it on alcohol right now.   I'm feeling really scared right now, I don't know why.  I did everything that needed to be done.  I even painted 20 more penny's so that I can finish them tomorrow.  I don't know how I"m suppose to get through until Monday.  I honestly have no idea.  None of the clinics that are open tomorrow will give scripts for Ativan so I just have to suffer until then...try and figure something out.  I wish I could pinpoint what's causing the anxiety because this is miserable.    I'm trying to make a list of things to do to keep distracted, but I've already done all the things that come to mind.  I wonder if all this anxiety is a side effect of all the meds that I've had this week.  I just don't know how to stop this.