I'm having a bit of a hard time still.  Not so bad as before I went into hospital but still a little off.  I'm feeling really anxious right now, but I don't want to take the Ativan yet.  I only have a few until I see my Psychiatrist on Monday.  I'm not sure what to write...I am feeling anxious just about getting out of bed.  I'm not normally like this.  I need to get something to take my morning meds with though...so I need to get up.