why do I get that darn energy burst when I've been drinking but it's nowhere to be found when I'm completely sober.....it's so annoying.  I want that energy without the drinking.  It's not like I'm drinking anything with caffeine as my counselor tried to convince me...heck, if that was the case I'd go back to drinking coffee.  But no, the stuff I drink has no caffiene.  But it gives me a heck of a lot of energy.  I just finished cleaning the tub and scrubbing the walls.  I would clean the toilet but we ran out of cleaner so I will likely buy some either tomorrow or Saturday.  But the floors are done and the shower/tub is done....so it's just the toilet and sink...and then the mirror.  I just have a certain order and I'm at a standstill until the stores are open. You know, something kind of disturbing...or ironic...or amusing...depends on how you think I guess.....well, that test I had earlier...the colposcopy...I found it rather amusing that they had a poster of cats up on the ceiling.  You're basically getting a friggen fancy pap done and if you look at the ceiling you're staring at "pussys"...please tell me then realized the irony in that before they stuck that poster on the ceiling.  My mom and sister got it right away when I said it.  It was definitely worth a laugh.  I just looked at the clock...it's 3:45am.  I'm awake...I got a fever.  I slept all afternoon...so I'm just trying to keep busy until I'm ready to sleep again.  And hey, I'm drinking plain, non alcoholic cranberry juice.  It's progress.  *smirks*  I worked a bit on my painted penny's...turning them into magnets.  I've got the first 8 almost done...they just need the magnet stuck to them.  I prepped a bunch more for the paint process...they still need to finish drying. That's really all to say.  Just gonna go figure out what to do until I am sleep ready.  Laters!