It's really nasty out, weather wise.  It was snowing earlier but changed to rain or maybe freezing rain now.  I have to leave in less then an hour to walk to my appointment with my psychiatrist and counselor.  I don't want to go.  I wish it was just with my psychiatrist.  We're making an updated protocol...so that if I ever go through the ER because of crises that I will be able to ask for admission and if the beds are available then I get one.  Hopefully I'll never need it, but I've had to use it in the past. I woke up today with a sore throat...not to mention other problems.  *shrugs*  Whatever. Tomorrow I have another appointment that I don't want.  It's at the colposcopy clinic...which basically is a specialized pap test...blah.  Not wanting to go through that at all.   I gotta go get ready.  Wish I could just go back to bed and hide under the covers for the next few days.