I ate way too much...probably ate more today then i've eaten in the past week total...ugghhh...not such a great feeling.  I do admit I was undereating big time...but today I completely pigged.   Oh well. 5 more hours until my BIL is at the hospital again.  I really hope it doesn't get bumped again.  And I really hope it goes well.  I can't imagine lossing him although we're not close.  But I still can't imagine him not being around and I know my sister and nephew would be devestated.  Did the way I word that sound really mean?  I don't mean it to. My Aunt also starts chemo in the morning.  So it's a big medical day in this family tomorrow.    I did a small amount of shopping with mom today and then we stopped at my other sisters on the way back to my parents house.  We ended up staying for supper and well....that's why I overate.  It's just so impossible not to when you are having the food there...my other BIL (not one having surgery) is an amazing cook.  Anyway, beside from the food my allergies didn't bug me nearly so much as usual.  Right now they have 3 dogs and 2 cats in their house so it can be quite the trigger...but they were pretty good.  Not perfect but not bad.   okay....it's like 2am and I'm not ready to sleep.  Too much anxiety over the medical stuff and well just not sleepy.  Trying to decide if I should do a craft or watch a movie.  Hmmm.