another minor od last night...slept it off... other then that my back is killing me...the stupid SI joint...hurts to stand, sit, walk.  Hopefully something at the chiropractor tomorrow iwll help that.   was suppose to go to a friends for supper tonight...jsut not into it...besides the pain in my back i don't think would let me...Ughh good thing i see my psychiatrist tomorrow.  i'm tired of fighting with myself about taking my meds.  it takes me hours each night to take my stupid celexa...part of me really hates taking meds and would rather do things without...and then i have to fight with myself and try to convince myself i really do need it. i'm not sure what to do with myself anymore.