Still feeling bad but not wishing I was dead at the moment. I really hate BPD sometimes. Took a small od last night...nothing major...nothing worth seeing the doctor about. I got so mad and angry and cranky and wanted nothing to do with life I ended up deleting all my emails which included updates from all my friends here. I'll try to figure out who all posted entries, comments, messages, etc when I have a bit of time maybe later. I'm sorry. Gotta go get breakfast and take my plaquenil...today's my 2 dose day. Blah.
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I understand, sometimes I feel like that too. I am glad that it has passed. Keep your chin up!
Nan