I don't know what's wrong with me. I was feeling alright and then just suddenly out of no where I feel like dying. I feel like it's pointless being alive and just want to give up and take my life. I'm trying to fight the thoughts and feelings but I don't know. They're so powerful. Nothing happened to trigger them, in fact it's been a rather amusing day so far. So why the h*ll do I feel like this. I had my doctor appointment today which went well. It got cut short but went well. The fire alarm went off and we had to evacuate, that's why it was cut short. But we did everything we had to do so it's not like I missed out on anything. I waited around outside until the firetrucks got there and gave the all clear for everyone to go back inside and then went to Tim Hortons for a coffee. Not in my budget but I really felt like a coffee and I rarely have them so I figured I'd go ahead and get it anyway. Well, that's my day. Now I've got to go drink my coffee and pack because I've got to go to my parents tonight thanks to the Chiropractor appointment I have later. *sigh*
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