Doing okay again.  Boy oh boy am I ever up and down lately.  I don't know if it's worse to be continuously depressed or to be up and down and all over the place.  I hope this isn't a sign my meds need to be upped again although we have talked about it.  I'm not at full therapeutic dose yet. I think just about every card that needs to be mailed is done so now it's just a few cards that I give out to people that I will see....hopefully.  Tomorrow I will hopefully feel well enough to take the finished cards to the mailbox and do a bit of running around.  I have been in the house all day today and am going kinda nuts. Called some of my friends tonight.  It was good to talk to them....even if a lot of us weren't in talking moods.It's such a hard time for many of us with just the holidays alone, let alone other stresses a lot of us have on top of that.  But I have faith we'll all manage to get through things.  It's not easy but God provides and He'll provide us with strength when we don't think we have it anymore and He'll provide us with other necessities as needed.