Okay I couldn't go to my appointment today.  My cold is nasty and it kept me up most of the night.  It's starting to move into my lungs.  It's gross.  So I cancelled my appointment with my counselor and waiting for her to call me back to reschedule.  I've got no appetite but I've got to force myself to go get something to eat in a few minutes so I can take my plaquenil.  I read about a website called swap-bot.com and it's quite interesting.  I decided to check it out and decided to participate in a couple of the email swaps.  I would in the new year like to participate in some of the actually mailing ones.  So aside from being sick I'm feeling okay mood wise.  I fought off the urges last night so I think the moodiness might be starting to pass.  I will finish up those darn Christmas cards today and start tackling some cleaning.  My room is more and more of a disaster everytime I look at it.  It's crazy.