i'm doing okay at the moment...just eating my brunch.  i cut last worse then usual so i am dissappointed with myself about that.  My arm hurts now but i guess i deserve it...afterall it was self-inflicted.  I just left a message with my psychiatrist.  I hope she is able to see me sooner instead of wating 2 weeks.  I see my counselor on monday but i don't connect with her quite as well.  I think everything from the last couple months is finally taking its toll on me and then yesterdays appointment with the unexpected news from her topped it off.  I functioned and had a good evening because i knew i had to...I can't very well help out and be around kids and people but i was mildly dissociative.  Well, I better get back to eating so I can take my meds.