Just got home and haven't yet fixed my computer but I just had to come write again.  I got home just at the right time because the people who rescued the baby cat were getting ready to put the mommy cat in the cage and take her to the SPCA.  I'm soooooo sad but at least this time I got to say goodbye.  It was also good to talk to the people taking her because I was able to ask about the kitten and they were able to reassure me that she went to a good home with someone that has no other animals so she can have time to adjust and warm up to her new owners.  I'm happy they are being rescued...but dammit it hurts.  I was getting used to seeing them everyday and I'm just gonna miss them both so much....even though I know they are going to a better place.  I can't  help but cry because they've become so much a part of my day to day life and they helped me so much.  Gee...I think I've already cried more about this kitties then I did over my ex-boyfriend...how sad is that.Anyway, that aside doing okay.  Really achy today...even holding a pen hurts today.  My appointment went well.  We just talked about everything that has happened lately.Stopped at the store on the way home and bought some new facial cleaner and some flavored carbonated water (pomegranate cranberry) and also I used one of my points cards so I bought the movie Ratatouille (spelling?) for $9.99. So that will give me something to look forward to at my parents house.Well, I have to go deal with this computer and maybe do some laundry and figure out something to eat for supper...probably just open a can of soup.  Need some more grieving time too I think.  I am happy they're going to places that can help them, but I feel like I've lost 2 good friends.  I know it's pathetic.  I'll be back to write more later tonight if my computer lets me...otherwise it will probably be Saturday.