I'm feeling sad.  The kitten...my little Bella...is officially gone.  Mommy cat (Jewels) is still around but not for much longer.  I didn't realize how attached I've gotten to them until I went outside and realized the kitten really is gone.  And yes, I gave them nicknames.  Probably my first clue that I was getting attached.  My heart is aching today because I'm sad...but I will be okay.  I just need to greive the loss of my furry friends.  I know they are/will be looked after...so that is comforting...a little.My computer is completely messing up so when I get back later from my psych appointment I think I will have to reformate my computer.  Ugghhh.  That means I will lose everything since it's not letting me back stuff up on cd.  I tried a few system restores but that just seemed to make it worse.  Took me 45 minute to get online long enough so I could write here.  *sigh*Well, I've got to go.  My appointment is in 15 minutes and I'm not ready yet.  Good thing its only 5 min walk.  I'll try to be on later depending on my computer.  If not it will probably be Saturday before I'm on again.  *shrugs*