*sigh*  I'm okay, but feeling a bit bummed even after having some good quality God time.  I read the Daily Bread devotional (online) and had a good prayer time but still feeling a bit low.  I haven't seen the kitten since this morning but mommy is still around.  My roommate said she heard the baby has been adopted which is good but sad too.  One of the shelthers is probably going to take the mommy cat too so as happy as I am for the kitties I'm sad because I'm going to miss them....A LOT!Well, I dunno really what to say.  Just trying to remind myself that just because I'm a Christian doesn't mean I'm guarenteed happiness...and that there will be happy days ahead.  I just need to stay focused on what is most important to me. My tummy has been upset ever since my appointment earlier so I should probably go soon and try to sleep.  It's around 1:30am and I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow afternoon.