Hmmm....well that sucked.  I went to my appointment...waited about 45 minutes and then when my doctor went to do the test she couldn't.  There was too much bleeding (i'm not on my period) so she is sending me to a specialized clinic to have them do it.  So, now what I have been putting off and finally worked up the courage to do is being put off anyway for a month or two.  *sigh*  She said not to lose sleep over it, she just wants to be on the safe side but I can't help thinking my poor earthly body is falling apart....and dammit I'm too young to fall apart.  Anyhow...that's enough ranting about that.Otherwise doing well although feeling slightly low...good...but low...if that makes any sense.  I think I need to have some good quality God time.  It's so hard for me to do that when I'm back home and in my own space...it's easy to say I'll do that later...when I was away we had scheduled time to be with God and it was so much easier.  We didn't have computer and tv's there to distract us...nor did we have housework or laundry or meal preperation....don't get me wrong...I love having the computer and tv but they are distractions that keep me from focusing where I need to focus....on Him!I guess with that said I better go have a little God time because I feel if I don't I'll be walking down the wrong path again before I even know it.