I love my alcolhol friend.  It doesn't even tak emuch anyore becaus e of my meds.  But it makes me feel soo much batetter.  I feel so much more relaxered and at ease.  Just sitting here having acoupple deiringks and watching my shows.  ER is on right nwo.  Eating some halloween mini eggd too...mmm, they tasty.  So glad i decied to go to the store tomnight.  My brain really needed a break.  Just writging on a  commercial break for something to do.  I don't really got much to say though.  One mof my firened is bugging me to comment on his post on another site where i am a moderator.  I posted and said I couldn't really say much cause my mind just too overwhelned with evyerhitn going on with everyone in my family.  Just don't know what to say anymore.   My shows on now so i'm boing to go back and wathc it.  Gotta love ER.