I can't handle anymore bad news.My bro-in-laws dad died.  My bro-in-law likely needs heart surgery.  My aunt was just diagnosed yesterday with breast cancer.  My mom has been having some ongoing medical problems for a few weeks now.  My health issues...and having to wait longer for the biopsy.  Plus someone else we know just had surgery to remove a blockege in the heart and who knows what else.  Feels like living an episode of ER or something.  Just can't handle anymore.  I don't know what to do now.  Just feel like giving up.Back home at my place for a few days.  Holy Spirit weekend this weekend so will be away Saturday overnight and then Sunday I'll be at my parents overnight because the funeral service is mondayy.  I don't want to do anything...just hide and let the world swallow me alive.  I just want to not be here so I don't have to deal with all this stuff going on.Left a message on my counsellors voice mail...i dunno if she'll call me back or not but I hope she does.  I don't know how much more i can take.  Just want to end things right now...just trying to stay strong for everyone else,...but i'm not strong.