Took my last dose of antibiotics today...but I don't think the infection is gone.  My shoulder pain was bothering me through the night and my chest is bothering me a bit today.  Feel very weak as well.I've been laying low today, just hanging out in my room.  Haven't even been outside to see if kitties are around.  Gonna have a shower and maybe head out for supper in a bit.  Lots of sirens going by at the moment, wonder what is going on.  I hear them a lot but it seems like more then usual right now.I sort of cut again again last night.  I don't really care either way.  I'm just sort of in a "whatever" mind frame.  Nothing seems to matter either way right now.My roommate has a friends over and they're getting ready for a party tonight.  I feel like such a loner...I have no life...at least not like anyone my age.  I don't know how to be around people, I don't enjoy parties, I don't fit in.  That's just how it is.Well, better go have my shower so I can at least do something with what's left of the day.  I'd prefer to stay laying in my bed doing nothing but I know that isn't a healthy thing to do....so....onward.