Getting annoyed.  My body is aching enough right now to keep me awake.  I don't really want to take anything but I think I am going to have to.  This is just getting to be too much for me tonight.  Even feeling a bit like cutting to dull the physical aches.  Kind of dumb but that's how my brain works.  That would just cause a whole different set of aches and problems that I don't need at the moment.  I don't really have anything to say...I'm just annoyed at not being able to sleep and not feeling good physically.  Sorry to be such a whiner...but it's my journal and I can whine here if I want.  It's real life outside the internet world where I have to try and hide it and put on that happy face.