i'm really bored today...and blahi'm thinking of going to the clinic tonight to get my throat looked at.  I'm sure it's just something viral but I swear it feels like i'm gonna swallow my left tonsil.  Plus it took me over 4 hours to drink a glass of juice that normally takes all of maybe 1 minute normally.  Swallowing is just plain painful...but I'm not drooling yet so I know it's still safe.  LOL. Damn paranoid thoughts...I worked in an ER for 4 years and now every little thing gets me so paranoid.My psychiatrist called back and actually recommended an increase in my meds.  So starting tomorrow I will be on 30mg of Celexa.  Maybe that will help stabilize the mood swings and in turn if my moods stop swinging so much then probably the urges will decrease as well.  Try to do all this before it gets out of control. So that's about all that's new in my world.  Nothing overly exciting...just bored, tired, and blah...