Morning... Woke up and my throat is more sore then it has been the last few days...it's very hard to swallow today but *shrugs* not much I can do about it.  I am going out with my family for my sisters birthday lunch.  I've got to cover my hand and I know I'll get 101 questions.  I don't want them to know I was cutting again.  I usually keep it to my stomach so that I don't have to worry about this..  I'm afraid we'll end up fighting about it if they find out.  Called my psychiatrist and left a message asking about a med increase and if that is something that is even known to help with the yo-yo moods.  I don't really know much about Celexa.   I do quick initial research to make sure there's no sodium lauryl sulfate in the meds and to skim the side effects and other then I don't bother looking further any more.  I used to read and read and read and read about the medications but I find that to not be helpful for me because then I'm more likely to stop taking it all together.  I've already learned that me being off meds is a bad idea.  The store near my place is having their grand opening today...or at least their first day being opened is today.  I've been waiting for about 6 months for this day so I'm quite excited.  My family is planning on going with me there today.  I'll probably pick up something for my throat as the Cepecal drops haven't been doing much...and hopefully they'll have some good specials on food and other items.Well I better go and get my breakfast and I still have clothes in the dryer from last night.  C'est la vie...*sigh*