what the f*ck is going on with me. I can't handle all this up and down. I'd rather be either happy...or even just depressed without all the up and down. So sick of this. I jut want it all to stop. and to feel "normal"...whatever that is...
See what I mean??!! All that stuff that you did last night just covered up the shit inside, you did nothing to help youself for today for the future. You need positive coping methods, and I know you have some. I deal with the same shit everyday too and I survive somehow, normal is never going to be apart of us, what is normal anyway? we are special and thats what matters! I don\'t know what to say to make you feel better becuase I feel like shit myself. All I know is that I believe in you, dn\'t give up, you can do it! Have faith, hope and courage and you can do anything you put your mind to. I\'m praying for you, I love you always, big hugs!!!!
Rachael
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See what I mean??!! All that stuff that you did last night just covered up the shit inside, you did nothing to help youself for today for the future. You need positive coping methods, and I know you have some. I deal with the same shit everyday too and I survive somehow, normal is never going to be apart of us, what is normal anyway? we are special and thats what matters! I don\'t know what to say to make you feel better becuase I feel like shit myself. All I know is that I believe in you, dn\'t give up, you can do it! Have faith, hope and courage and you can do anything you put your mind to. I\'m praying for you, I love you always, big hugs!!!!
Rachael
Maybe your meds are not working right?