so i was fine for all of an hour and half, now i'm mad again.  Mom and I just got in an arguement and now I feel miserable all over again.  I am just so sick of this.  I really need strength just to even get through today and there's not even much going on today.  Just laundry and a shower are the only necessities.  I was going to try and go out to my sisters but now I'm not sure.  I have an appointment tomorrow with my naturopathic doctor.  I don't even care anymore about trying to be healthy.  I costs too much money.  So I'm probably gonna lectured for my choices of food lately (a lot of microwaveable dinners).  I'm not suppose to eat those or practically most any food that is easy to make.  I'm not suppose to have any sugar or anything.  Yeah right, so she's definitely not going to like that I'm eating ice cream and popsicles.  My mom bought those for me.  I'm just so sick of trying.  Last night my stomach was so upset after eating.  Maybe it's all the crap I'm eating...or maybe it's just stress.  I don't know, I don't care.  Everything about me is screwed up why bother trying to fix it anymore. SO FRUSTRATED!!!!!  UGGHHH!   I just want to pass out for a week and maybe things would be better.