just finished watching a movie...was alright tell like 5 min ago and now i don't know what my problem is...feel so alone and like i shouldn't be here...i can't shake that feeling...i'm so sick of mood swings...i just want stability...i don't want to fight this anymore....don't want to be on this rollercoaster anymore... LET ME THE F*CK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!why am i still here going through this shit