I'm doing good today.I ended up going to the meeting at work today.  Of course getting there was a bit of a problem to begin with.  I fell shortly before leaving and landing on my side on the edge of my night table which has a very sharp corner so I've got a big scrap down my side and it feels like it will bruise.  I was not happy.  Then today was very rainy and wet out so I got wet and also crossing the crosswalk I slipped and one leg went one way and the other went the other and I nearly fell.  Twisted my back and legs in such a weird way.  I felt like such a fool.  Anyway, got through all that and made it to the meeting and it went okay except I ended up breaking down crying.  I hate that I always get so emotional.  I cry at everything.  I know this probably isn't a good match for me but I am probably going to try the suggestion of a job shadow day before I make a decision.  So I have to let her know on Monday of my decision and if I do decide to do the job shadow I'll be getting up super early next Saturday...5am....so that I can get there in time.  This job would just be one shift every 14 days (every second Saturday) so that is another thing that I don't think is so good.  Anyway, that's the news there.  I figure if I at least do the job shadow that it will at least look like I'm trying instead of outright refusing.  I have family visiting from out of province so I went to supper with them and a bunch of relatives.  It was pretty good.  It wasn't really in my budget but I decided that I don't have the opportunity very often so I decided to go anyway.  I had a good time.  My aunt had to go to the liquor store though so I ended up going with her and bought a couple drinks.  I've put them in the fridge and decided not to have them tonight.  There isn't enough to do any serious damage so I'm not overly worried.  It was weird though going in there with family.  Even my mom went in...which she never does.  Then I mentioned to my cousin how that was the first time I'd been at a liquor store with mom and she said it was for her too!  It was kind of funny...one of those you had to be there moments. Anyway, that is pretty much my day.  Nothing overly exciting.  Hoping I won't be too sore tomorrow from the fall and then from the near fall.  Also hoping the rain stops.  That's about it.  I'm off to bed now.

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I\'m glad that you went to the job meeting thing, I just really hope that you weigh the pros and the cons before you make your decision. Glad that you got to hang with family, it\'s always good to see people you haven\'t seen in awhile. Much love...