Not sure what my problem is but woke up at 3pm today feeling absolutely miserable.  Can't seem to shake this feeling today.  It's very overcast today...grey and rainy...maybe that has something to do with it?  I also am sort of mad at myself for cutting last night...but that's not even so today and it's not bad at all so I'm not sure that is it.  Maybe it's cause I slept in so late?  Is that it...I dunno.  I tried having a shower to see if that would make me feel better...no such luck.  I tried having something to eat...again, no such luck. *shrugs*   Well I think it's time to crawl under the covers and hide from the rest of the day...I tried to feel better...there's no use.  It's my destiny.