well i made it through the night without taking anything.  I'm not entirely convinced that's a good thing.  I wish in the past it had worked...then i wouldn't be here to feel like this.  I am really not caring about much of anything anymore...and it seems whenever I talk to anyone it just turns into an arguement.  I hate this.  Maybe if I sleep more it'll all just go away.  *shrugs*  Maybe I'll never wake up.