I don't really feel like trying anymore.  Yeah so I had a reasonably good day...so what.  I feel like taking a bunch of pills and hopefully not waking up...but I've done that so many times and I always wake up...besides I don't feel like getting up to get anything to swallow the pills with.  That's basically what's keeping me from doing anything.  I've been cutting again last night...and probably will again tonight. I did have plans for tomorrow but I've given up on them...*shrugs*