Why do things change so much in one day.  I'm not doing so well today.  Here's how my day is going...it doesn't sound bad at all...so why am I feeing so bad?! Woke up around 10:30am, my roommates cat heard me awake and was beating on the door to come in.  My roommate didn't come home last night so he wanted someone to feed him.  He gets all affectionate and loveable when he thinks he might starve, lol.  It's cute.  So I was doing ok at this point.  After playing with him a bit I got up and feed him (which he still had food in his bowl, he's just crazy).  I even had the energy to put away the clean dishes that were in the dishwasher.  I was hoping to find someone to do something with today but everyone has plans or is busy.  I don't like to do stuff on my own, especially when I've been in such a depressed phase...and I was a little sad that no one wants to do anything.  So I came online again for a bit and started listening to music trying to pass the time.  Feel asleep and woke up feeling miserable.  Finally people start asking me to do stuff but now I don't feel like it anymore.  I just feel like being alone.  I have energy but yet I don't feel like moving.  I keep crying over stupid little things.  I'm not sure what the point to a lot of things is.Maybe I'm just destined to feel like this...this is what my life is meant to be.  That's the only conclussion I can come up with.