I am not really sure what to write but I guess I probably should. I've been having a hard time lately with sleep and depression.  Sleep is always a problem for me but my depression has been good until lately.  I just don't want to do anything anymore.  A lot of time it feels like it takes all my energy just to breathe.  Every part of my body aches. I've had a little bit of trouble with my BPD as well.  The impulsivity part of it.  But for the most part it's my depression and sleep that are really getting to me. I didn't do too much today.  My aunt stopped by which forced me out of bed.  I woke up in such a crappy mood because my phone rang about 10 times in 20 minutes and my aunt was ringing the doorbell constantly.  I hate that but once I was up and visiting things were slightly better.Forced myself to have some food today...haven't really been hungry but I figure my body needs it regardless of whether I feel like it or not.   Other then that I've just been hiding on my room on my computer.  I'm actually feeling quite tired and lethargic today so with any luck maybe I'll sleep tonight.