ugh...

why is it when i feel sooo happy espeically today ... i havent cried today ... and he mae me cry ... im am sorry i am not her ... im sorry i dont have t he perfect body .. srry i dont have big boobs sorry ... sorry im not fucken her .. im sorry she is everything i will never be... but does he have to laugh in my face just because i ave no boobs why does he bring myself esteemeven lower than it already is???!! why does he always have to do this to me its not fair ... im sorry im not perfect ... ug h iwas sooo happy today ... and now look at me ... crying like an idiot ... i thought i looked sooo ood today and then this he had to bring me down down down ... if he didnt likethe sise of my boobs why did he start dating me???/... im sorry im fucken not herrrrrrrr  ugghghghghhghghghg....... im soooohorrible ... this sucks sooo bad ... i was soooo fucken happy!!!! wtttttttffffffffff.......i was sooo happy fuck and he had to grab my boob and laugh in my face really richie really .... ughhhhhh.... someone please kill me ... ughhhhhhhhhhh why would he hurt me even more? we were actually having a good day ..... then he had to be mean... whhhyy...sorry i dont have big boobies ...