Well, after such a loopy weekend, I am pretty nervous about having to drive to town today.  I have to work, so I really have no choice.  I need the insurance.  I just wish my leg would wake up and join the rest of my body...  I don't feel quite so out of it mentally this morning, but my movements are still really jerky, and I feel like I am swaying back and forth.  Hopefully it is just really noticeable to me because I am aware of it.  I don't take any meds yet, so this is side effects of some strange chemical.  Just my body messing with me.  lol  I hope all of my good friends here are feeling better today.  You all sure have been a great support to me.  It is amazing how being able to talk about something can make things seem easier...or at least make it easier to cope with what comes our way.  Thank you for that.

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your welcome, have good day at work. I know what you mean I have been in a better mood since being here, its the knowing you are not alone and others are going though similar things as I am. Take care.
Morgaine
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I\'m thinking about you this morning as you make your way to work. Don\'t obsess about the mistake you make at the intersection a couple days ago -- it will only make your anxiety about driving worse. Stay focused (keep the radio off, no talking on the cell phone, etc.), be aware of your body, and let your doc know what\'s going on so that you and your healthcare team are on the same page. Hang in there!
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I can totally relate! Im going back to school so that I can go back to work so that I can get some insurance. It get hard sometimes especially when you dont feel good. I know what you mean by feeling better after writing to friends here at ds. It has made a difference in my life too. I will keep you in my prayers my friend. Lots of Hugs from me to you, Niecy .
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yes i can understand being nervous.it is scary.good luck with your mri tomorrow.i hope you fel better .we are all here to support one another.so your welcome...you are loved...marie
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Is there any way you could carpool? I agree,turn the radio off.It\'s OK to say out loud\"The light is red(or green),STOP(or GO).Remember to look twice every time until you feel better & are nt as confused.I felt like I was floating.It was awful.Meds helped me.I am praying for you.