MANIC

I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs most of the time, but I know that would not help anything.  I try to go about my day like there is nothing wrong, but every step I take reminds me that I have this.  Sometimes I wake in the morning when a dream may still be fresh in my mind, even if it is just a quick flash of a memory.  I often times will be able to walk normally in my dreams.  That is understandable, I did not walk like this until less than a year and a half ago.  That gets me manic, not long ago, I was fine.