why

why do i have nf  type 1 and tuner syndrome
why do i have do i end up sometimes going to the er for headache
why do i feel sad the i cant have my own kids
why do i feel like my headache is getting worse when i had headache before
why do i do if the tumer in my brain is growing
why if i have the surgery to remove it what wil happen to me will i die in the operating table and if i dont will i end up in the comma and if everything go alrigth with the tumer grow back in thesame place and will it  become cancerus and what will happend if i dont do anything aboutit wil i die
why everything hapend to me
why do i have to have to disability called nf type one and tuner syndrome
why to i have to have scolioses