Barbara sent him and HE CAME!!!  Thank you Barbara. When I was coming to yesterday after surgery I told Jeff that I loved him. The nurse thought I was talking to her. I let her. Hehehehe!!! Now she feels special. Where's the harm in that? So the recovery room is wide open, no curtains are pulled and Jeff was in a bed across the room. I was calling for him to "come here, you silly goose. What are you doing in that bed, you're not the patient here" So the nurse asked who I was calling to and I told her that my son was in there too. I pointed him out for her and told her that he has passed away and he shouldn't be in that bed. She just said, "perhaps I should pull this curtain for you." Perhaps not.  Thank you for sending me the most precious gift I've ever gotten. I love you, C